Words with JAM BIGGER Short Story Competition 20142nd PRIZE WINNER (2500 word category)
Overhead is a cobalt blue ribbon of sky.
The Minotaur lies on the ground and stares up at it, his heartbeat quickening
as the white boomerang of a gull flits across, so quickly he can’t be sure he
has really seen it. His arms are thin and pale, his broad neck is sinewy. His
horns have grown long and unwieldy and the weight of them makes his head ache.
He remembers the day they first visited
the great quarry; to see the stone being mined as the labyrinth took shape. The
king said it was to be used for a game.
‘You like games, don’t you.’ It wasn’t a
question. ‘You like hiding and chasing people.’
He wanted to ask whether he would be the
hider or the seeker. He blinked up at his mother with the question, but she
looked away.
Three years later, as the sun rose, men
roped his horns and dragged him from his room. In the courtyard he yanked his
head around and pulled one of the men from his feet: Even for a child he was
already strong. He searched the walls for the faces of his sisters. He bellowed
out but no one came.
They lowered him down into the labyrinth
on a rope. As he sank deeper between the cold stone walls the darkness closed
in and the strip of light overhead grew thin.
‘Untie the rope’ they shouted and,
bewildered he had. He watched it snake up the wall and out of sight. It was
time for the game, he supposed, but there was no one in there but him.
Left in the dark his breath bloomed out
in anxious snorts. Faint breezes tickled the hair in his twitching ears. His round,
glassy eyes swivelled and stared like crystal balls reflecting the things which
flitted in the shadows.
The second day someone threw bread down
in a sack; he caught it and ate it all at once. He waited there the next day
but no more came.
On the fourth night he lifted his heavy head
and, throat gulping, bellowed his rage. His cries hollowed out the night, up
the sheer walls of the labyrinth, into the clear sky and the ears of the
children that awoke, afraid of the creature in the maze. He bellowed until his
voice grew hoarse and then crackled to silence.
On the fifth day men came and threw
stones, chased him away from the outer wall. Men, who had watched him run through
the corridors of the palace and let him steal apples, now threw rocks at him
and jeered and no one stopped them.
He had run away, as they intended, deep
into the labyrinth until he found himself in an almost silent world but for the
frightened beating of his heart, the metronomic sound of dripping, and the
noises of things that moved in the darkness.
He had been scared when he first saw the
cave spiders. His eyes had to grow used to the dark and even then they were
shy. Soon he saw them everywhere and he grew used to their ways: crawling
tentatively out of cracks in the stone, dropping noiselessly from the high
walls on strong silky lines and spinning their pale egg sacks which dangled in
the blackness like ghostly lanterns.
He had found the moss on the seventh
day, when he was starving. It was towards the centre of the maze, growing in thick
clumps in the crevices. Its moisture had kept him alive all these years,
although sometimes he wished he had never found it. Sometimes he remembers
other food: milk and honey and yellow corn bread and he licks the salt from his
slimy pink nose when he thinks of the taste of it.
The winding walls are as thick as the clefts
between them, twisting into concentric circles, smaller and smaller. He follows
them until he comes upon a dead end or, retracing his steps, a gap in the
shadows; gaps which are felt but not seen. He has to run his hands along the
damp walls, over the soft spongy mosses and past the thin brittle legs of the
cave spiders, to find them.
He also has a pool – a shallow puddle of
water which forms each time it rains and lasts for a few days. Sometimes he
sees a fragment of sky reflected in it, sometimes a star. Once he saw his
reflection; the amber eyes of his mother, red-rimmed with pale lashes; the
coarse rosette on his forehead which sprung from the same snow-white hide as
his father. He saw his funnel ears, filled with tufts of hair, swivel at the
side of his head and noted the thick muscles of his neck and shoulders were
already a poor match for his horns, which had grown twisted and heavy. Now he
drinks from it with his eyes shut.
Every so many years he hears voices: a
horn is sounded, and the noises of people seep into the silence. Once, some of
them rounded a corner and surprised him. He backed away as they approached,
snorting and blinking. His mouth turned down.
He tried to tell them about the moss but
they screamed and ran away. He remembered his mother standing alone in the
palace, watching the children run from him. Thinking words and saying words. He
could only think words, not say them, and his voice, when he used it, sent the
others shrieking away through the halls and rooms as it had through the tunnels
and corridors of the labyrinth.
Oftentimes they grew weary of running
and gave up, but sometimes one of them chose to be the seeker instead. He
learned to be afraid of those ones. He lurked in the shadows, eyes scanning the
passage ways, the soft hairs in his ears ruffled by the slightest sound.
Watching, stone-still, from behind a curtain - that had been another childhood
game, well-practiced.
They wandered until they grew weak and
died. The labyrinth killed them, as it is
killing me, he thought.
He knew that his time in the world was
drawing to a close. People were coming to put an end to him. Each time he tells
himself he will come out to meet them, but he always hides.
He has only one joy. For a short time in
each passing year, at the middle of the day, the sun shines directly overhead,
reaching down into the narrow pathways. The spiders retreat into the shadows, where
they crouch and wait for it to pass but the Minotaur always spends these brief moments
as he is now: lying on the floor of the labyrinth; feeling the red glow of warmth
through his closed eyes; trying to stretch out the seconds before the sun passes
and it seems suddenly even darker and colder than before.
He rubs the muscles of his sloping neck.
The horns, once as much part of him as his hands have grown monstrous; long and
twisted, and they knock and scrape against the walls of the labyrinth. Skin hangs
loose on his neck and the bones in his forehead stick out in ridges under his
coarse white fringe. His hide that was once a shimmering white has turned to a
slushy grey. He sleeps with his heavy head against the wall, his horns resting
against the stone and wonders how much longer he will live.
This morning, as every other, he lies on
the hard stone floor staring up at the chink of blue sky until his eyes are
sore. Something hits him on the nose and he bats it away. The thing swings back
and forth; he carefully raises a hand to touch it. The silken rope seems to
hang down from the sky itself. The cave spiders twitch in their crannies. The
Minotaur takes the strands in his hand and pulls.
The rope holds fast. It has been spun
from a thousand silk threads. He looks at it as though it is the most beautiful
thing he’d ever seen, which it is, but he thinks, I am too old for ropes. He glances at the nook in the wall and a
cave spider stares back at him.
Come on says the
spider. The Minotaur ignores her. He lies on his side, the cold darkness of the
labyrinth making his bones ache.
You could leave
here,
says the Spider.
Where would I
go?
The spider shrugs. I only know this place
The Minotaur snorts, You’re too late. I am too weak to climb.
He squeezes a handful of moss and lets the water trickle down his throat then
he chews and chews and thinks hard about the rope.
Then you will
die here
says the Cave Spider, and the beetles
will eat you, old and scraggy though you are. And I will eat the beetles.
Thanks, thinks the Minotaur.
The spider looks at him with its many
sightless eyes.
No use moping, she says and
teasing out a thread of silk, she knits it quickly into a patch of lace and
adds it to her great web. You’ll have to
decide soon: someone is coming.
The Minotaur looks at the rope and at
the thin strip of sky and hears the voices carried in on the wind, shouts,
growing nearer. He reaches up, and gripping the rope firmly, begins to pull
himself to his feet and then up the wall, towards the light. Hand over hand,
his arms smeared with algae and grazed by rock.
When, with the last of his strength, he
reaches up into the white rectangle of light his long eyelashes close
protectively against the glare. He holds on with his fingertips, warm at last, and
then heaves himself on to the thick labyrinth wall.
At the surface he lays in the sun, his
white body shivering and weak. The world looks larger than he remembers, his
eyes struggle to focus. In the foreground he sees the walls spiral out around
him like long, narrow roads, all leading nowhere. Further away he can picture
hills of olive trees and dry earth in the distance which to him looks like
lichen, spreading out across a stone slab.
He closes his eyes and breathes in the
free salt wind for the first time in more years than he can remember, and the sunlight
dazzles off the droplets that cling to his pale lashes.
When he awakes it is to the sound of
voices, calling. With some difficulty he raises himself into a sitting position.
His head hangs low and heavy. As he gazes down into the crevice that opens up
beneath him, he can see the bobbing torchlight travelling along the passageways
and in its fiery glow is the glint of a sword. He hears the voices growing nearer
and looks into the dark labyrinth, imagining the spider down there with a web
almost large enough to capture a man.
Good luck
He thinks about where he should go. Like
the spiders, his old eyes are pale and more accustomed to the dark, he sees
only shapes and colours glimmering in the strong light. He pictures a road which
cuts through the plain like a dry river bed, and knows it leads to the city of
his birth, now flickering on the horizon like a white stone mirage.
Turning his eyes to the soothing
darkness far below, he sees the one with the sword stride off ahead of the
others, a ball of thread clutched in his hand. He imagines the cave spiders
scuttling away from danger and hiding in their crannies, waiting patiently.
The strong light presses down on him and
the heat of it sears the naked skin of his back. Panting, he drops his head and
takes hold of the silk rope once more. This time he ties it himself, and with
the last of his strength and not a few bumps and grazes, he lowers himself back
down and into the path of the sword, his pale eyes raw with the strength of the
sun.
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